- worry ,upset or disturb
noun-effort ,worry or difficulty
,synonyms-trouble ,effort
,exertion,inconvenient
Today i want to write about the word bother ,how I use in my life and this point came up ,when i spoke with someone and how I describe that I am mostly the time I don't ask for help ,because I do not want to bother anybody.So with this I wanted take some responsibility on this with writings :
1.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to give the power to the word -bother,to think and act that if I am asking someone for something its bad ,because I do not want to bother them ,and in reality is this that even if I act like this that I am so independent and noble one ,I experience the anger inside of me ,because I pretend to be this good one.
2.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to judge people who are asking for help .
3.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to think that I am better ,superior ,because I do not ask for help ,unless I really needed .
4.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to keep this personality alive ,the personality of independency ,which is so unreal ,because in this reality I am depended on everybody and everything starting with oxygen I breath ,the food I am eating ,the water , the clothing , the car,electric devices and on people ,animals ,plants …I mean everything what is around me.
5.I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to see myself to be better one ,to be superior ,because I wait till last minute to ask someone for assistance ,not seeing and realizing that if I will ask for help from beginning, it will be maybe short and quick fix ,but if I wait till last minute ,the things can not be fix this easy and quick ,because I wait this long.
6. I forgive myself to accept and allowed myself to never stop this personality in me ,but letting this go on ,believing in my mind reality .
7.I commit myself to stop this personality with in me that I am better ,because I don't ask for help .
8.I commit myself to next time if I need assistance ,to stop and breath ,bring myself to physicality and then make it decision ,decision with common sense .
9.I commit myself to stop believing in this persona of independency,because its not real .
thank you for reading!
